But lately I had been fantasizing on what it would be like to please a man, to be used by him, and be rewarded for my efforts. My sex life with her was so-so at best, although I did supplement it on the side on occasion. I am an average white male, so I thought, who has been out of the loop since my wife left me several months ago. I now knew it wouldn't be my last, so I decided that, at least for my own sake, I should describe the feelings so I could relive them again and again. After all, I had just sucked a cock for the first time, and it was a wonderful experience I had waited oh, too long to try. Just arriving home at 4 in the morning, a salty yet intoxicating taste lingering in my mouth, I felt I should put my thoughts down before retiring.
